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Jessaffiq, rely on me. ♥
i'm your soul.

Hello i am JESSICA ABDULLAH I'm just your girl-next-door. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero! That may be strange, but that's me. I like going around traumatizing people and irritating my friends is my forte. I can be as cold as an ice queen this moment and as hot as the sun the next. So, live with it, alright? I know, you know, I rock. \m/

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I want youAffiq Kaflee
Love to be love by my baby boy, his mine and im fully his :) boy, ure the sweetest person and im falling in love with you over and over again :)

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Don't be fooled by me
Don't be fooled by the face i wear.
For i wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that i'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature to me, but don't be fooled.
For God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that i'm secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game, that the water's calm and i'm in command, and that i need no one.
But don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness.
But i hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That's why i frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope, and i know it.


♥ Wednesday, July 08, 2009