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Jessaffiq, rely on me. ♥
i'm your soul.

Hello i am JESSICA ABDULLAH I'm just your girl-next-door. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero! That may be strange, but that's me. I like going around traumatizing people and irritating my friends is my forte. I can be as cold as an ice queen this moment and as hot as the sun the next. So, live with it, alright? I know, you know, I rock. \m/

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I want youAffiq Kaflee
Love to be love by my baby boy, his mine and im fully his :) boy, ure the sweetest person and im falling in love with you over and over again :)

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I kept my paint brush with me wherever i may go, incase i need to cover up, so the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me, afraid of what you'll do, that you might laugh or say mean things. I'm afraid i might lose you.

I'd like to remove all my point coats to show you the real, true me, but i want you to try and understand, i need you to accept what you see. So if you'll be patient and close your eyes, i'll strip off all my coats real slow. Please undestand how much it hurts. To let the real me show.

Now my coats are all stripped off. I feel naked, bare and cold, and if you still love me with all that you see, you are my friend, pure as gold.

I need to save my paint brush, though, and hold it in my hand, i want to keep it handly. In case somebody doesn't understand. So please protect me, my dear friend, and thanks fo loving me true, but please let me keep my paint brush wit me, until i love me, too. :)


♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009