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Jessaffiq, rely on me. ♥
i'm your soul.

Hello i am JESSICA ABDULLAH I'm just your girl-next-door. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero! That may be strange, but that's me. I like going around traumatizing people and irritating my friends is my forte. I can be as cold as an ice queen this moment and as hot as the sun the next. So, live with it, alright? I know, you know, I rock. \m/

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I want youAffiq Kaflee
Love to be love by my baby boy, his mine and im fully his :) boy, ure the sweetest person and im falling in love with you over and over again :)

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Sunday, May 31, 2009

His cute, his cute. OMG! Angau ku ee -.- haha aku suka laaaa ;p


Sunday, May 31, 2009



Relationships, of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you chose your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possesively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.


Sunday, May 31, 2009



After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to acept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong, and you really do have worth.


Sunday, May 31, 2009



When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing
of a physical wound.

Let the process happen,
Trust the nature
will do the healing
know that the pain will heal
and, when it passes,
you will be stronger,
happier, more sensitive and aware.


Sunday, May 31, 2009



Maybe its not possible, maybe it's just a crush like it was all these times before, but, i think i might love you. A chance on love so unplanned. Love Reminiscence, sometimes i cry when im lonely, when it all just seems so real. But there's one thing that i cant deny and it's your love that's in my life. So here i am, dancing and singing in the wind, i would give anything to stay like this forever. Just let me be like this forever, let me fly, fly to a land of fairytales. But, it is better to be loved and lost than never to have lost at all and you said forever & ever, come back baby, i love you! I was been charged with desire and somewher along the way you disappeared. Infact, you dont know me at all and you said we'll be together forever, but, i watch you leave with her, you left me with tears. Goodbye my everything, and now i'm reinventing your exit. Im walking towards freedom and stop giving me a situation that i cant possibly handle it & what do i have to say? I should do what i have to do, what ever happens to you, well it's not gonna happen to me ;D


Sunday, May 31, 2009



Uuu god. Today was freaking tired day. Like, kemarin and tadi i went to the tasek for jogg. Man, it was fun tapi exhausting jua wah. Haha ah, tadi there's a shock news. Amah d pangkalan lari, i am not surprise at all, manakan, talur adakah d hina-hina. Walaupun ya tu amah tatap jua wah manusia. Lol, ada perasaan what. Haha kejiwa~ like that moran guy said. Pak u lah cala tu. HAHA mati ee ;p


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Friday, May 29, 2009

ah, atlast got my blog back. Haluu evryone, im neesa and yeah welcume ;)


Friday, May 29, 2009